I hope you had a wonderful beginning of year 2012. It was shocking that we had an earthquake on the very 1st day of 2012 but that one itself was not devastating. However, much caution does no harm. We have to be prepared all the time as long as we live in Japan. Earthquakes can occur at any place, and any time. >_<
As I promised in my last post, I'd like to share with you my koto video I especially made for you to celebrate 2012!
I’m not supposed to wear an everyday’s kimono in New Year since it’s considered a festive period, but the thing is I didn’t bring back
any kimono from my grandmother’s place and the one in the video and the picture is the only thing I have at a moment in my house. It’s not easy to take care of kimono. In my small apartment, there’s no room to place a chest of drawers made of paulownia wood that is especially designed to store kimono. I will eventually ask my father to keep this kimono at his place. (This problem will not be solved unless I move to a bigger house or end up with polyester kimono, forgetting about all the silk ones my father and my grandmother keep.

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Let me tell you more. ^_^ Pi-chan (right bottom of the picture) seemed to be scared of the live koto sound. She started to make some noise and apparently she looked uncomfortable with my play. lol

It’s how I placed my koto in a small living room. ^ ^;; The toys and futon on the floor belong to Pi-chan.

BTW, this is the music note. It’s written in kanji, from top to bottom, right to left. I can’t read the one in western way.

Koto and Shamisen are the only musical instruments I can play because I started to learn how to play koto at 5 and shamisen at 13. I don’t know how to play any other musical instruments. I feel koto is much more familiar to me than shamisen, because I quit both at 13 or 14. My mother was very serious as she wanted me to be a professional koto or shamisen player to make “her dream” come true.
I totally lost my childhood for practicing koto everyday. I didn’t play with friends a lot then because I had to practice it more than anything. My day ended with koto and homework.
I didn’t like that. That’s the reason I completely stopped it before I turned 14. Since then, I didn’t even want to touch my koto and shamisen, until I made this video.

Then what happened? That koto video I made for the first time was so casual, I didn’t practice it well before I made it. It was kind of a “give it a try” video. Much to my surprise, that video has been viewed most frequently next to my Decotti video, and when it comes to the number of comments, it’s got way more comments than any other videos that I’ve made so far. (0w0)!!
Unfortunately koto has never been popular in Japan since I was a kid. My friends from elementary school always asked me why I was learning such a “out-of-date” musical instrument when most of all the other girls were learning how to play piano. It’s always only a few days in New Year when we hear koto music on at stores in Japan. It’s a Japanese traditional musical instrument but is disappearing from our spirit. Our life style has been so much westernized. (I like that way though. I cannot wear a kimono everyday and I prefer western inspired food to Japanese food.)

It might be my Youtube viewers that made me realize that it’s nice that I can play koto. But it took me a while until I truly feel like playing it again with pleasure from the bottom of my heart. My memory with koto has not been so nice, because it’s linked to my bitter days of practice, after practice, sacrificing my childhood, freedom, all the other kind of possibilities, and etc.
Nowadays koto, shamisen, and shakuhachi shops in Japan are decreasing. I luckily found one in Yokohama. I’ve renewed my Tsume (pick) and bought some tools at this store.



It’s quite interesting I finally truly feel like playing koto again.
It must be one of the most wonderful gifts I get from TKE, besides all the wonderful friends I made through it. Thank you for reading TKE and keeping in touch with me. I hope you still enjoy TKE blog!